I have done a lot of healing the past six months and I’m ready to see if we can bring a baby into this world.
The first month brings it’s challenges and little time to practically start trying. We’re out for our first wedding anniversary dinner. I go to the toilet when we first arrive and notice my period has started. Damn. Not pregnant. On the plus side I get to enjoy a delicious bottle of Italian red with my husband. And maybe I wasn’t quite ready anyway.
Do we ever really know?
So a few weeks have gone by and I’m now at the end of my fertility window, the time in which I can conceive. Now we wait. Wait until my period arrives…or doesn’t.
Even though it’s pretty scary, I know for sure there will be some excitement when I do get pregnant. And I’ve let go of the guilt. So I’m healing. Maybe it will be life long. But healing is a beautiful concept. And I’m feeling good.
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